The Greatest Work Ethic Alive

I've been missing out on a little more sleep than I should but it's been a necessary evil... and evil is probably way too strong a word. I just meant it in context of the phrase. Sleep becomes too expensive depending on how much you miss out on by choosing it. It's not for forever so it's all good. There are a lot of things I'm looking for by the end of the year so I can deal. No complaints. All things considered, I'm good. My main concern presently is losing weight lol and I don't wanna hear about how good I look or how fat I may not be. It's my main concern for health reasons I'm not about to go into right this second but let's just say like everyone else I'm looking to avoid anything bad as best I can. I'm 38 and hoping I'm not yet middle aged for my personal life span lol. My Grandfather died at like 71 so technically he was middle aged at 36. Scary to think about but at the end of the day you can only do your best to avoid what you can and let God take care of the rest. That being said, I should be getting social security now just in case haha!!

Not that anyone cares yet but in addition to this blog and our soon to return movie podcast (CINEMANIACS!!! Podcast) , I'll be adding to my original t-shirt collection, featuring and making them available for sale here, and also releasing new music. That's just the tip of the iceberg so to speak so if fail this time around it won't be for a lack of effort lol. Dawg I've taken so many L's and just accepted them the past few years... I'm just done with it. So again if I fail, I'm failing forward (big shrug). I may read this back at some point and regret writing all that not because I didn't want to say it but because I'd rather just make the moves and then talk about them lol. Perhaps putting myself out there like this will help hold me accountable in some way. Also, shout out to everyone in the UK still supporting my old music like I just released it. Can't wait to meet some of y'all in a little bit. Some people say they support but I really had to mention this because you guys have put your money where your mouth is. Obviously it's never just about the check(s) but I appreciate the love.

Today's tee was a gift from my Mom. It's special not necessarily because of the tee itself but for what it stands for. She bought it because she really believes I'm the greatest rapper alive and even though I know I am not, it means a lot to know that you can't tell her different. My Mom has always been my ryde or die. She always always always has my back and supported whatever I was doing 100 percent. Some would say that's what a Mom is supposed to do but I'll never take her granted. You won't come across people who support what you're doing and you don't have to question why or if they have ulterior motives. Sounds a little OD huh? Well, I came from the Dr House/Batman school of thought. Everybody lies and suspect everyone of everything lol.  Sheesh, writing that and reading it back sounded paranoid af but I'm not. I been this way a long time and it usually serves me well. Anyhow, she's my rock and corny as it sounds, I wear this tee with a little more swag than normal. You know how your Mom would get you dressed as a kid and then hype you up before you left for school and nobody couldn't tell you nothing all day? Yeah, like that.

I wasn't expecting to write in this direction today but that what happened and I'm cool with it. Have a great Taco Tuesday. No tacos for me today but a good Tuesday nonetheless.